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Tape Ministry

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1.
I was not meant to get out of love I was not meant to get out of love I thought I couldn’t ever change Now I don’t know what I could say All I think of now is pleasing you My mind is full of colors of all one shade Each day I go without you i can’t explain My world is full of shadows, I feel enraged At everything, it’s true (I Need You) To be my ears and then my eye-eye-eyes A brand new sensation If I think calmly, who's gonna Stop Me? (I Need You) I wanna be radicali-i-ized A bias selection If I think calmly, who’s gonna Stop Me? (I Need You) I know I could be estranged Person separate from all the veins Of a society that shuns our love My mind is full of colors of all one shade Each day I spend in you I satiate My world is full of shadows, I feel this hate At everything it’s true (I Need You-ou-ouou) To be my ears and then my eye-eye-eyes A brand new sensation If I think calmly, who's gonna Stop Me? (I Need You-ou-ouou) I wanna be radicali-i-ized A bias selection If I think calmly, who’s gonna Stop Me? (I Need You-ou-ouou) I have no thoughts behind my eye-eye-eyes There’s no fair election If you can’t stop me, who’s gonna Stop Me? (I Need You-ou-ouou) Feels good to be radicali-i-ized Divided in sections If I can’t stop me, who’s gonna Stop Me? (I Need You) I was not meant to get out of love I was not meant to get out of love I was not meant to get out of love (I Need You-ou-ouou) I have no thoughts behind my eye-eye-eyes There’s no fair election If you can’t stop me, who’s gonna Stop Me? (I Need You-ou-ouou) Feels good to be radicali-i-ized Divided in sections If I can’t stop me, who’s gonna Stop Me? (I Need You)
2.
No one wants to be a criminal No one wants to get away with it No one wants to go unhoused But seldom do we ever commit Someone wants to be misheard Someone wants to have a bad excuse Someone wants to walk away That someone might as well be you No one wants to hurt oneself No one wants to feel the pain of it No one wants to say it’s bad But then how could we ever admit? Someone wants to sneak behind Someone wants to avoid the truth Someone wants to walk away That someone might as well be you You think to never cede to her This fascistic spectral moment So you say “I’ll stand in place” Then find yourself in motion You think to never cede to her This fascistic spectral moment So you say “I’ll stand in place” Then find yourself in motion No one wants to be a criminal No one wants to get away with it No one wants to go unhoused But seldom do we ever commit You think to never cede to her (Someone wants to be misheard) This fascistic spectral moment (Someone wants to have a bad excuse) So you say “I’ll stand in place” (Someone wants to walk away) Then find yourself in motion (That someone might as well be you)
3.
Dreadful Way 04:56
I love in a Dreadful Way You will see I love all the fools I hate Kneel to me I love in a Dreadful Way You will see I love all the fools I hate Kneel to me I may hold your neck too tight I may stop the mind's digest I may show the force and might I may hold you to detest All are clay to fit the mold What may be lies are truths I've told I may hold your neck too tight I may stop the mind's digest I love in a Dreadful Way You will see I love all the fools I hate Kneel to me You may writhe and fight and scream You may shout from time to time You may have all that you need You may lose the sight of signs All are born with sin unclean What can be felt cannot be seen You may writhe and fight and scream You may shout from time to time I am only the things that I do (I do) I am only the things that I do (I do) I am only the rational actions I’ve taken Or at least what is perceived by you I love in a Dreadful Way You will see I love all the fools I hate Kneel to me They may stare into your soul They may shield their eyes and ears They may say my love is bold They may live their life in fear All can be turned ‘round and ‘round What is inside is inside out They may stare into your soul They may shield their eyes and ears I am only the things that I do (I do) I am only the things that I do (I do) I am only the rational actions I’ve taken Or at least what is perceived by you I love in a Dreadful Way You will see I love all the fools I hate Kneel to me I may hold your neck too tight I may stop the mind's digest I may show the force and might I may hold you to detest All are clay to fit the mold What may be lies are truths I've told I may hold your neck too tight I may stop the mind's digest I love in a Dreadful Way You will see I love all the fools I hate Kneel to me
4.
Find Out 04:21
I have always felt around Afraid to see but I have found A guiding hand In this darkest time For I fear what I could see A world to come that tortures me Though now you’re here To soothe my aching mind And I-i-i-i Fear a world that is to come But I-i-i-i Feel safer now And I-i-i-i Don’t know who I am Without you And I-i-i-i Don’t wanna find out And in this world that is to come They’ll bend and break til we succumb We’re victims now Their crisis of the truth And even if the darkness grows There’ll be one thing that I will know In a world of fear You’re comfort’s only proof And I-i-i-i Will always feel mad about you But I-i-i-i Am so full of doubt And I-i-i-i Don’t know who I am Without you And I-i-i-i Don’t wanna find out And as my world turns slowly I want to like who I'll be I hope I will, I know I will Knowing that you still love me And as our world turns slowly I’ll fight to keep our love free I know I will, I hope I will Not close my eyes naively And I-i-i-i Don’t know who I am Without you And I-i-i-i Hope I never find out

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released February 29, 2024

All music and lyrics by:

James Lavoie
Lorren Hartmann


Special thanks to:

Carl Giannelli - Guitar (Tracks 2, 3, 4) ...and for everything else
John Vota - Drums (Tracks 1, 3, 4)
Jay Velasco - Concert Toms (Track 2)
Ben Port - Bass (Track 3)

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Tape Ministry New Haven, Connecticut

Tape Ministry is a synthpop, darkwave, and new wave revival duo consisting of vocalist and saxophonist James Lavoie and synthesist Lorren Hartmann. The music of Tape Ministry functions by co-opting the popular sound of the ‘80s – with vintage synthesizers and hardware – to make postmodern day commentary. ... more

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